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  • Push You Away

    I push you away. I fear so much. I am consumed by it. It suffocates me. I can hardly breathe, as if I’m in a room filled with the thickest of smoke. It’s now entered my lungs, and my chest begins to cave in desperately grasping for oxygen as my mind desperately grasps for security.…

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  • Not This Place

    I’m not staying in this place. No longer chained to this room. I’m walking out the door. The world before me open to explore. Now that I have found me, I can’t stay away long. Glimpses of the past sink in but only for a moment, maybe a day. Okay, sometimes it may be longer…

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  • Where Are You?

    Where are you Meaghan? I reach in my mind to find you. I pull at my thoughts to describe you, But I’m blank. I know you don’t like to be alone,  It hurts doesn’t it? All the pain is easy to find in the quiet, But you are not. I hope you are near, I…

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  • Alone

    I sit here in a room. The walls are closing in. So slowly it’s hard to even see it, but I can feel it. The oxygen is getting thin and my chest is beginning to cave in. The only way to keep these walls from caving in is to walk out of this room alone.…

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  • A Girl In Flames

    I open my eyes. It’s so bright it hurts to look around. Wait, no, it’s not the light. It’s the heat! So hot it dries my eyes instantly and I must close them once again. Blinking I can see my surroundings just slightly. So many others are in this place with me. They are all…

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